GERLI !

Sometimes I feel very GERLI about one kind of Christian.....


THEY :

(1) Active and consistent and even commit to the ministry of the church

(2) Join the ministry to go overseas to spread the gospel

(3) Kind to help poor ppl and even rent a shoplot to open a tuition centre for poor children without asking for payment from them

(4) Look so kind and generous when ppl asking for help

(5) Will totally got passion in doing what the pastor or the leader ask to do in church



BUT THEY:

(1) Always scold their mum, and always got conflict with their siblings

(2) Fight for the property that left by their mum

(3) Even bring their mum to change their mum's will and put all the property under their name at law firm

(4) Tell the whole world HOW THEY LOVE THEIR MUM SO MUCH, HOW THEY LOVE THEIR SIBILINGS SO MUCH but SHOUT AND CONFLICT TO THEIR MUM AND BROTHER at home....

(5) Tell ppl how much her love to God and to the members of church.......


SO, are they really love God?

Do they know how GERLI is their attitude that will make ppl feel that CHRISTIANS ARE ONLY PRETENDING BUT NOT GENUINE.....

Do they know they r representative of God's image?

But how to solve my question?!? HOW HOW HOW HOW?


For me, one christian, u cant even solve ur own family problem, ur internal problem, i cannot see how capable r u to solve external problem, and even u dare to go overseas to spread gospel.....so called XUEN JIAO......iak.....dun u feel urself is so ugly......This is wat Pastor William said, a wolf covered by a sheep's skin..........


Look at urself, look like wat, U can wear ur mask in front of PPL, but u knot wear ur mask in front of GOD...For me, they only think that "OU~I DO LIKE THIS, MAYBE CAN COVER THE SIN FOR OTHER SIN THAT I HAV DONE", but plz lar........dai bi, u thought u r JI DE (collect moral) meh.........Wat God ask from us is simply a GENUINE LOVE to each other, u cant even love ur family, I cant imagine how GENUINE ur love to other ppl .....




I really feel like wan to vomit lar.....GERLI! Do u really meet God's approval in ur life?

Frenz,what God cares about most is that whatever u do, u do in a Christlike manner. God is far more interest in what you are than in what u do. We r human beings, not human doings. God is much more concerned about ur character than ur career, because u will take ur character into eternity but not ur career. (by Rick Warren)

Lord, I pray for those who still dunno wat r they doin is love U genuinely or just pretend to let other ppl to see........I dunno wat r they thinking but Lord I will repent and confess my sin if i did it....and i will always beware of my own attitude all the times....and everyone including myself say, AMEN!

About Fashion Sense

Ha Ha, about fashion rite......I really really very interested....u know why? becoz ugly ppl like me will always try to think of the way to make myself look a bit better......so I must have a little bit of fashion knowledge...







I have a very weird hobby.......I will do sth weird when i feel boring during my revision....






I will go to my wardrobe and i will take out my shirt and start to cin cai match ...... Actually my hobby is quite healthy...






wat i wan to say is....for me, fashion sense is very important for a lady....Why? becoz it will represent ur image and also ur appearance.....Of coz, ppl will say :" aiya, ivy, internal is more important lar..." BUT! who dares to deny that first impression is not important?!?!





actually, for me, one's wearing will identify himself or herself. For example, normally high sch student like to wear sth very colourful, bling bling, shinny and look like scare ppl dunno their presence, ha ha ha....actually me last time also like tat.....i think i will crazy if u ask me to go back high sch look...ha ha ha...but frenz, it is very memorable...





And u can even recognise whether a person is philipinos by their wearings. They like to wear fake converse, use fake roxy, wear jeans jacket , boom their hair, wear the jeans yang very tight and walk like nuts...and sometimes they even put avril lavigne photo on their butts.......but this showed that this is their fashion, the way they represent themselves.....but why not....they hav their own thinking on the way they wear wat.....





For me, i also dunno wat type of route am i walking........cute type mature type sam bat poh type and la la type i also wish to try.....ha ha ha...but i think i k not stand bling bling lar.......

But, for me, wearing is very important, as it will show that whether u respect the ppl o not or u respect the place u go .....do not follow blindly the fashion, u shud wear wat u think is suitable for urself. But if u think wear pyjamas to shopping is cool , then why not~maybe u can b the leader of the Alien's fashion wat...!

Aiya ya....

Aiya ya.....i feel shameful when ppl ask about my God's details.....

Lee Ivy! R u alritE? how can u dunno about ur Father?

Goodnesssss........how can I DUNNOO!!! Thx God for sending such ppl to shoot me....

God, I pray that I can know u more, and I will be more thirsty to ur Words....I dun wan ppl will laugh me becoz i dunno about my God's things.....Pray on Jesus's Name, Amen.

Lawyer = Tai Pai?

I think that i really k not accept wat a lawyer told me that, "Our status as a lawyer is different, so we cannot simply fooling around or hang out with other ordinary office lady...."



wuah.....wat is this? can i know wat is this? wat world is this? i get a big shock when i heard about this, but i remain silent, becoz i only an attachment student .....so i dun wan to gip too much comment.



But why do they wan to put themselves at such a higher status and want everyone respect them, without good communication and relationship....wat do they get from it? i dun think they get any benefit from it, as their life is so boring and lonely, and their purpose of life is only wan ppl to respect... do they really happy? they think who r they???



oh...God's creation.....plz wake up.......no matter u r lawyer, doctor, engineering apa apa professional, u r still the same in the eyes of God, He wont say :" ou~ u r a lawyer, I let u come into heaven / Ou~u r a doctor, so high class and rich, I let u come into my kingdom~"



Friends u may not know the feeling, but for me, as I saw many old ppl, before they die, they wont ask ppl to respect them as a professional or wat, all they wan is love, concern, and prayer from ppl around........



Therefore, friends, if u wan ppl to respect u, u should first respect urself, if u wan ppl to be good to u, u should first be kind to ppl........no matter wat status u r, dun be too arrogant, u shud learn how to be humble and listen to others eventhough u "read more books" than others.....rite?



And today, i hav learnt one thing again, I learnt that i shd be humble and be kind and good to everyone, becoz i hope my future life will be relax, happy, and help each other whenever v stress......


Lawyers, plz acknowledge ur own duty, ur duty is to help ppl in doing litigation or conveyancing or bla bla bla.....not to upgrade ur own status ......humble urself and listen to others, u will get more than wat u practice.

Currently addicted to....

MANGO PUDDING.............~~~




Recently, I really like to eat sweet things...maybe its becoz I am feeling blue and not happy, so I keep looking for Mango pudding to eat.....

I will become so happy and happier and happiest woman during and after I have it, dunno why...

But frens, dun only think that after i hav mango pudding, my life will b great and happily ever after, No~fact is the fact, truth still the truth, I still nid to face it, k not escape, even cry until eyes k not open or painful....

Ivy yang Berani, dun keep crying...u still nid ur eyes to do work lar.....take more mango pudding, start and do ur work wif a cherish heart ! Go!
God~~~!!~!~!~!

ok, now i m eating egg pudding, becoz i got another fact to face, that is my life problem, so mango pudding is to face my study problem, egg pudding is to face my life problem, ha ha ha........ watever pudding, i think the best is still refer it to God lar..the only way to solve the problem i Face..

Another Wave ~ ~

God allow the wave happen to me...........First one not enuff.....
Now, He allows another wave to come over me....... I am so painful painful painful painful painful painful painful painful...............hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt...

About the racing in my life

Actually i dunno who is the competitor in my life.....my life is like very rush and always imagine that a lot ppl wan to race with me...

this is not considered PERASAN or over high imagination....i think i got a weird disease called illusion....yer...so scary oh..hahaha...but dun worry my fren....i am normal.

Sometimes i m thinking, y am i so KiaSu....everyday race with my own imagine competitor, why? Until the day I get my result, i know i lose liao, not lose to anyone, but lose to myself.

I always scare I will lose, and now i get the lesson from my failure --> It wont cause me to death even if I lose, and actually I am my own competitor, so stupid, now only I realise. The fact is, actually i am only racing wif myself, without target, without destination, racing alone on the road, until i forgot my God, my family, my frenz and even myself.....Who am I?

I everyday scare I will lose, so i make my own life like a racing, race for nothing, until i commit back to God after i backslide for many years already....thanks God.....Now, I know not scare of anything, I know that now even if i race, i run for God. A race for God......this is the best target, destination that i ever have in my life, and the reward is eternity.....

This time, I m not alone, haha....coz Jesus will run wif me, even if i tired, he will angkat me to run, even if i sad, he will lend me his cloth for me to clean my pi ti....so gooooood......

Now, no destination racing will end today, yet He is still ever present, start another racing for Him, bowing my head, I start to pray....

My practical life

Thx God for giving me a chance to do my internship at a law firm, this is a firm that is peaceful and ppl are nice n kind ....

In this firm, the two lawyers are my senior, one is from HELP University and one is from TTSS, my God is good, He always plan the best for me. Due to this, both of them treat me good, they teach me a lot new knowledge, no matter is about legal documents, bring me to court to see the real boring mooting life, tell me everythings about law that is useless in my future, and also help me to revise the thing i hav studied by using my half life tat is only applicable 1% in the future, ha ha ha...........never mind, at least i know this is not the life that i will choose ( cannot let my parents know ).

Interestingly, i hav done quite lots of cases, and 50% of the applicant known by me, how can? I also dunno, maybe i m too frenly.....but i really dunno how to face those auntie uncle when i take the agreement for them to sign becoz of knowing them, coz those documents gt high privacy....and i know their private thing.......oh gosh......hope that they can trust my silly face Lar.

Law firm normally doin sth that I very hard to accept but have to accept too when there is an order from ah head, i really dunno whether this is the life that i wan in my future, although i hav a lot of big dream, but i dun wan my dream being contaminated..... try to imagine, a lawyer know the law well but still do sth that against the law......wat i only can think is, v r not change but only manipulate.......the good doctrine planted by our lecturer into my heart, my soul, my life, and my Future?

NoooooooooooooooooNOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooOoooooooooooOooOoOoooOOOoooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOoooooooo

What i wish to do, God know about it, and i know he has arranged it for me.
I really dun wan such boring n stupid life in my future, but I still wan to further my law studies, how? wUah......this is 21th century 21st yr old young lady new thinking....

Amen. God bless lawyers.

"Sorry"

This word.......usually always come out from my mouth........but......when ppl ask me to apologise by using this word, i suddenly feel uneasy for it......

''Sorry'' is easily come out from my mouth, becoz i always think that say sorry is a good manner whenever u did wrongly or u did correctly becoz it will be good if the burden of guilt impose on ourselves....but i still k not accept if ppl ASK apologise FROM me, maybe i am not used to do the thing that is an order.....i know i am stubborn and i m still not feeling happy after ppl ask me to learn how to apologise sincerely.

God, I pray that I can control my own emotion rather than controlled by it, set Ur heart inside my soul, so that I can be more like U.....I pray on Jesus name, Amen.

Why Ivy always Da Bien (a.k.a S)?

Ok....First of all, if U ppl k not tahan about disgusting topic, or u r eating, drinking .......Plz stop to continue to read my weird blog~!~!~!~!


I Am Not Responsible For Any Loss Or Injured or Sickness incurred by any reader .


Ya....A lot ppl ask me y I so like to excrete (issit a better word for shitting? toh write write plz correct it right)...but issit a problem???


But I think those who k not da bien (a.k.a. 'shit') will like my article....hehe....now let me share wif u....how can i always da bien...


At first, I love to eat vegetables and fruits but i am not anti meat ....so i am a mix food cute animal =) Nice to meet u all~~~Sawadi ka~~~


Normally for those who k not da bien always or only once a week.....yucckksss...try to imagine all
the food u hav eaten all gathering in ur body, macam mix together without racist, dont u feel a bit disgusting than me who always fight to against their gathering? YA! FIGHT FOR IT! DONT LET IT BERGATHER ALREADY!


Sure got ppl ask how can b healthy as me rite? HA HA HA......i always kind to answer ur question F.O.C....coz i am kind and generous....


As usual like wat u read in the newspaper, vegetables r very important!



( at the same time, my colleague at office as me whether i wan to cook when they see i m creating this blog, ha ha ha~)



But I think the most important thing that will 99% make u da bien is................Ladies and Gentleman~~Let it introduces itself!!!



<--''I am Papaya," said papaya



Great! u know y i said 99% but not 100%??? it is becoz Edison (ai di shen) who invent lampu also said this b4, 99% is diligent, 1% is smart.... So by using this theory, i apply it into my Da bien doctrine. 99% is by ur own hard work to eat fruit and vegetables, 1% is by ur luck to make da bien out from ur body, isn't it ? oh no~~~audience at the right side~~~gip me a big hand~~audience at the left side~~~thank you~!



So plz dont scare of going to washroom........See~even a kid also love to be in the washroom~see the genuine and naif smile from the kid.....he can do it....u also can~






But make sure before u go into a washroom, confirm ur own gender before u go into it....



Because if u didn't confirm ur own gender, u will be like me when i was a kid....when i dunno my own gender and go in washroom wrongly.........oh my goodness....



Ok~~~so from now on....plz learn how to S well and maintain ur good health ya~ actually S is very cute de.....U see --->


Even the flies oso know shit is Good....How about U?

Frenz....plz dun feel weird when u see i always go into washroom for long time becoz i am not sleeping, not washing the toilet or do some non sense thing inside, ok?

Thank you very much for ur attention.




Yang Dikasihi,
LEE IVY

My Zavier

first of all wanna say that.....thank you very much to this guy who support and hold me all the times no matter is happy or sad time......he is the one who by my side (i dun mean other ppl not lar....coz if i say so, i will be hit by toh rong rong n heronicole, haha!)..... but i always forgot to take his pic becoz i will forget everythings when he is around me....coz i nvr worry when he is around me...more photos will be uploaded very soon.....

herm...first of all...he is the one who i always mention, he is Mr.Zavier.......the one i mentioned last time...........

hehehee.....he is nice, kind, generous, brilliant, open-minded, sporty, love God and a good drummer....

God really treat me so good, God always gip me the best.....

He treats me so good although sometimes i m in the bad temper, he still can talk to me smoothly
and he is the one who uphold me when i almost fall down........

he got his own principle his own thinking n he dares to do the thing i nt dare to do...... things will b very interesting when he is by my side.....dim become bright oh.....wuah....he must be curi curi syok liao....

God really bless our relationship so much....match a bad temper woman wif a good temper guy, good matching also. =)

It is good when I think that we can serve our God and encourage each other together now and future, strengthen our faith n commit ourselves to the kingdom of God...

We, totally have one mind....the strangest thing is.......we always text each other at the same time, and wat v think also the same....wuah....really one mind.........hahhaa...

it is good to grow in God together......and in the future v serve our God together....and the best thing is v can grow up our spirit together in God, and in God, our relationship will be strengthen..... Yeah!

last but not least, ladies and gentleman, "ehemmm.." , this guy is Zavier . =)