枯萎

植物不浇水，很快就枯燥。

一棵植物，如果渴望主人给于足够的水，可是主人忘了浇水，植物很快就会枯干，然后，死去。

不要认为每棵植物都像仙人掌，
不要等到植物死了才后悔。

Baby come back to me

The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls
I don't want to be alone
I wish that I could photoshop all
Our bad memories Cause the flashbacks won't leave me alone　　
If you come back to me I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened　　
Baby come back to me, I'll be everything you need
You're one in a million　　

这首歌，很适合你。

你给我的周杰伦

安静的听你上次送我的周杰伦，还记得你告诉我，我是你最疼爱的小妹。
你常常陪我，告诉我你的过去到现在，你还特地到学校帮我扛书放去locker.
你还笑我说我很大番薯因为我很常撞墙，搞到自己手和脚都黑青。

今天我听回你送我的周杰伦，突然想起你，在香港好吗？真的找不到比你更疼我的大哥了。。
你忙到连上网都没空了，你忙到连我的生日都忘了，工作把你掩埋了。
大哥！我早已经把你上次送我的老婆饼吃光了!!!! 请你在我回国的时候再买给我吃！

还有，我还是喜欢半兽人。＝）

Saya

Saya orang Malaysia.
Saya suka nyanyi sambil menari dan berbual bual dengan kawan.
Saya belajar undang undang di United Kingdom.
Saya tidak suka undang-undang, tetapi ini mimpian bapa dan emak, jadi saya hamtam saja.

Saya berharap saya boleh belajar mass communication di Kuala Lumpur.
Saya mungkin belajar sambil membuat kerja untuk mencapai mimpian aku untuk belajar masss communication.

Ini mimpian saya, belum ada orang tahu. Orang yang baca blog saya baru tahu.
Siapa sokong aku kasih tangan naik.
Kalau tidak sokong kasih nasihat baik baik.

Ini saya, tidak mahu jadi peguam. Tidak Mahu! Aku berharap...

Gossip

I heard somebody gossip about me.

I get a big shock, this world still have such childish ppl, even I dunno x, we dunno each other, x still can gossip me. Am I so yong soi until u wan to gossip me even only see my face?

Fren, gossip shd be broken in a church.

If you continue to do like this, u will only destroy a fast growing church.

The important thing now is, church is moving to a new building, you should prepare yourself b4 stepping into a new building, stepping into another level of maturity, think of our nxt generation, wat impact will u cause to our nxt generation wif such attitude?

I pray that, u can understand who urself now, u are God's children, wat God's image will be reflected by us in our life.

Don't forget, everything u do, God will record down.

犯贱的人

最近认识了一个犯贱的人.
他说他的外表很好看,所以很多人投怀送抱.
他很爽,他说他很多选择,不懂要选哪一个.
所以他的生活,每天都跟不同的异性出门,出到深夜.
他告诉每一个跟他异性, 他都和他们是男女朋友关系,但是不要告诉别人.
所以他一个人就踏了很多条船,甚至耍了其他异性的感情耍了几年,那异性到现在还真以为他们一起过.
这个人很犯贱,听说到现在,还死性不改.

我听到,我真的觉得他很犯贱,但是却觉得他太可怜了.
拥有着华丽的外貌,可是生活却乱成一团,不喜欢自己每天扮善良的工作,天天只是在想怎样把别人的生活搞乱,天天玩弄异性的感情.

这个人,已经在我的祈祷列表了,希望他能早日反省,让他对自己的每一天所做的事,都能够懂得怎样向上帝交代,他可以的!

In One, we serve our God

Bros and Sisss, so happy we can serve God together.

Thank you Lord for blessing me so many bros and sis, together with me, encourage me, and lead us to Your kingdom.

God, lead us to be the salt and the light for You.

God, you are our guide, show us the way u wan us to be, build us a strong relationship, nothing can break our relationship. BREAK THE GOSSIP! BREAK THE BAD FAITH! BREAK THE HYPOCRITE! BREAK THE PRIDE!

BUILD THE HUMBLE! BUILD THE HARMONY! BUILD THE GOOD FAITH! BUILD THE GENUINE! and BUILD GOD'S KINGDOM TOGETHER!!

Sometimes, we have been brain washed by the world, by the society, and forgot the the original purpose of God planted in us.
We don't want the world ruled over us, don't let the earth ruled over us, we christian wan to rule the world, for God is the sovereign ruler! Amen?! (By Ps Kong)

How good we can serve God together, let us hold hand together, tightly, dont let the devil break us, and Win the soul and the world for our almighty God!

Happy Couple~!

Yeah! Today I got two good news from my frenz...really "shuang xi ling men".

My dearest bestie Jane and bro khen, and singing kaki Alvin and Jac, they just started a relationship.

Thank God because He is love, He also wan his son n daughter inherit such great thing in this earth. Wa lao, I only left kk for half a year, so many things happened, bro n sis, life is so happening huh! =p

Mmmm....my feeling now is so happy, when I see my frenz found their happiness, after I get the news, I clap my hand and sing praise song to God, because He bless my frenz....So Great!

I really pray these lovely couple will commit themselves in God and in their relationship, enjoy all the times with their couple no matter is happy or sad, because this will bring them to understand each other better and have a good preparation b4 stepping into another level.

Lead each other draw nearer to God, even in a relationship, God is still the head and not the tail (ps kong), encourage each other, heading to the way planned by God!

一首给耶稣的歌

耶稣,谢谢你一直守护着我,你把我从混乱的生活里捉出来,引领我走向你为我准备的道路.
为了表达我对你的爱,我希望这首歌,能让你喜悦. 现在没办法演奏,回国再努力把它唱好.

献给耶稣 -

一首给耶稣的歌

你的声音常与我同行 你的荣美没人能比
你赐给我一颗勇敢的心 来面对生命里的风风雨雨
单靠自己我没有能力 单靠你我却能走下去 我献上我最真的赞美全归你

我单单寻求你 不管什么困境
因我知道你 的恩典不离开我
在你的爱里 我还有什么关系

我单单依靠你 不管什么困境
因我知道 我的未来在你手里
我献上我真心来告诉你, 我爱你 我爱你~耶稣!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God, I lift up my genuine praise and worship up to You.
God, I dunno wat is my future will become when I go back to Malaysia.
I dunno what is the shape of my life will be shaped by my parents.
I dunno whether my choice to go back Malaysia is right or wrong.
But I know, You will be there for me, Your voice will never leave me, You will hold me up, Your mercy will never leave me.

I am sorry I never say "I LOVE YOU" genuinely from my heart since the day I know You.
God~! Today, I really surrender myself to You, because of my limitation, God, may Your love be my extension in my life, I will shout glory to You!!

耶稣,我爱你.

不要后悔

过了这么久,你还是缠着不放,后悔自己所做的选择,因为一时的冲动,放弃了看似有未来的未来.

现在你后悔了,用尽方法挽回自己放弃的东西,何必不能放手呢?

要对自己的选择负责任. 你的后悔,绝对不能和当初被你放弃的人的痛比较.

我是不会可怜你的,因为我的痛,你用一辈子也没办法想象,也不需要你想象,因为没有风度的男生才会随便解决一个感情,除非你告诉我你不是男人,那我可以考虑原谅你.

不是你的,就不是你的,现在不是,以后不是,永远都不是,不要死撑了,这样只会让我更深一层讨厌你.

那些年的一切,已经一刀两段. 这个世界,不会因为你的等待,而为你停止转动.

收拾心情,对自己的选择尊重一下,你将会令我刮目相看,我会为你鼓掌.

今天,是我第二年向你说再见~TATA~TATA~没事就不要见~~TATA~

At least, I am free.

My result is coming out next Thursday,

What will happen I really don't know.

I only pray that I wont fail, God, please don't stretch me too much, my brain will boom if I fail..... Even God wants it happen, please support me and dun leave me alone.

This time, parents not here with me, he is not here with me, God please dun leave me......

Enough of assignments, seminar questions and lectures to rush, enough of my life problems need to be dealt....is this a uni life that a student shd have?

At least, I have freedom.

Criticism

Proverbs 12:16-18 - A wise person stays calm when insulted. An honest witness tells he truth; a false witness tells lies. Some ppl make cutting remarks, but the words of wise bring healing.

We have an argument about criticism. I then read about this verse. It stated that when u r criticised, stay calm and don't lash back. Evaluate whether the criticism is coming from a person with a reputation for truth or lies. Ask yourself if the criticism is meant to help or hurt.

Maybe i really need to learn how to handle criticism.

Thank God for teaching me thru Your words. Amen.

Slow down, and Think

Sometimes, our steps in our life is too fast. We need to slow down, and think, is the thing we having now, is the thing we need?

I slow down, pray to God, hoping that He will answer my question. I lift my words to God, I pray, waiting patiently, at the same time, I think, what am I having now, provided by God, why should I nid to worry?

Simple way, just lift it up to God. Amen!

MeiMei, My Flower

This is Mei Mei, my flower, bought it from Morrisons Supermarket. It was still a baby when i bought it, so cute, short and chubby. I bought by 89pence. I love it, i love its color, yellow and white. I treat it like my baby because this is the first flower i plant in my life. I talk to it, sing song to it, sayang it.


When it grow a bit bigger, I am so happy, keep encouraging it, tell it will grow up very pretty. I love it so much. I water it once in two days, with little water.

Unfortunately, it dried and died in the end. My baby died.....I was so sad, becoz I didn't water it properly and it dried becoz not enough water.

Same doctrine to we Christian. Our spirit and our soul are like Mei Mei, the flower. If we didn't put enough water, our spirit and soul will become dry.

We are too busy for our work. We forget the one who watering our spirit and soul. We forget our God. I feel so sad becoz my flower dried and died, this is same to our God. When He see us living in a dry spirit and soul life, a life without Him, He will also be very sad.

So friends, let's keep on pray, devotion and read His words, for they will water our spirit and our soul, and will lead us a closer relationship with our Heavenly Father.

Mei Mei, a plant died and cannot reborn. But we have the privilege to resurrect again, becoz Jesus died on the cross for us, God can resurrect Jesus, God can also resurrect our dried spirit and soul~

Let's spend a few minutes everyday, draw near to God.

没耐性

本小姐是一位出名没耐性的家伙,真是Extra Grace Required....

今天我自己挑战自己最高的限度--->等巴士~~

自己一个人打算下town. 以为自己可以挑战成功,但是当我差不多要到达车站,刚好一辆巴士走掉因为没人等....我真的很想哭....以为2分钟后会有一辆,谁知道,板子写20分钟后....我等了解1分钟,就决定回家...

真的很讨厌等巴士! 我讨厌等!就是不懂怎样能突破这个框框!!!

急性子的我

Injection

I feel dizzy and will suddenly black out or unbalance step, so I decided to have a body check.

The doctor said :" U look pale, u nid a blood test". Anne told me the injection in that clinic will be quite painful, i was so nervous...........................

so today, 18/2,wednesday, a wonderful day, I walked down to town to clinic to have a blood test.

Then i went to the room, the nurse ask me to sit down and started to prepare needle....She started to look for blood vessel, she hit and rub, but still k not find, then finally she found sth pop out on the back of my hand (手背),then she said:" this part will be a lil bit painful", i got no choice, then she start to inject..................

Inject first time.......take out a bit.........inject deeper a bit...........

she said:" ouch~it cant work..." keep on sucking the blood......

But in the end, she took out the needle, i thought it was done, but she said:" ou dear~i cant get ur blood, let's do it again"

HAR????????????????AGAIN???????????I AM IN THE PAIN AUNTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz, so she start to look on my right hand, alrite, she found. Then inject again. Alrite, this time works. Thank God! so the following pic shown that i hav 2 cute handyplus(dunno how to spell)

DonE! i am freee~

This lead me to think of my Savior who died for me on the cross, his hand not inject by tiny needle, his hand was NAILED by a big nail, not only hand part, leg and hand.....I shout pain for this small case, wat about Jesus???? thank you Lord, for ur blood to save me and clean me, set me free from sin.

Compare to Jesus, my case only a small case, becoz after injection, i still can eat yoghurt and eat kon lao mien.......God, thank you, at least, my second hand got blood.! Thank you Jesus u die for me!

胜利的感觉

不要告诉我你不喜欢胜利的感觉,我真的很喜欢....那种感觉是好像得到全世界.....

我承认,我很喜欢抢别人的东西,真的很喜欢,不懂为什么.....看到这里,亲爱的朋友,不要害怕,以上所提的,是三年前的我,我受不了别人把我的东西抢走,我学会了怎样抢别人的东西...我伤害了很多很多人,对不起,被我伤害的人,我已经逐个向你们道歉了,我知道原谅我很难...对不起....我真的忏悔了..

两年前,回到基督里,我忏悔,求神洁净....那个肮脏的我.....连我自己都不好意思要上帝的怜悯...打从那个时候开始,我都在祈祷,希望得到原谅....很希望....

现在,我还是认为,好胜还是很好,尤其是好胜在为神赢得属祂子民的灵魂,要好胜就要好胜在对的地方,讨神喜悦的好胜,得到的果实绝对更多更多~
感谢上帝,每次受伤,失败,都让我学会很多功课,都在重新反省,调整自己的脚步.

Amen.

DOES GOD EXIST?

This question suddenly pop out in my mind after I view a lot antichrist video from YouTube.
DOES GOD EXIST? I started to swing...and my mind being attacked by satan...keep keep on attack....then i type DOES GOD EXIST and Google it.......

ya, answers came out, but the answers are too long, i langsung lazy to read....and i dunno y i only wan to see the article about anti christ, but not the positive christian article.....being attacked by satan again......my whole body feel a sudden cold, and suddenly, i am awake by a voice :" SWITCH IT OFF, AND PRAY!"

I straight away close everythings, i shout, i pray GOD!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!! DUN LET ME BE LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW U R EXIST!!! BUT WHY I DOUBT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!! GOD!!!!!!!!!

then i pray to God, i grab my Bible, i pray to God, GOD, PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING THROUGH BIBLE, THROUGH UR WORDS, TELL ME STH PLZ....I AM WEAK....

God, a mercy God, a real God, when i flip my Bible, He straight away show me HEBREWS 10 start from verse 26 until chapter 12....He sekaligus show me alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll about FAITH. The just way of faith, by faith we understand, by faith Abraham obey, by faith there is heavenly hope, by faith, Moses lead to cross red sea, and by faith THEY OVERCOME!!!!

when i read the following verses, i cry out loud and apologise to God that i doubt on Him, and pray for forgiveness, I know God will be sad when i doubt on Him, but he still sayang me, and i know this thru His words and promises.

In the end, God ask us to lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us , and set our side on JESUS, THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER OF OUR FAITH, HE WAS, AND HE IS............Amen.

And why I din put Jesus pic but bible? Because I also dunno how does he look, because, we Christian, we walk by faith, we believe the words of God which stated in bible. Not religious, but personal relationship with Jesus Christ. =)

God's miracle

God is good all the times, and all the times God is good.

Before and after I came to UK, God's mercy non stop falling into my life. From impossible to possible. He even know wat will I do the next and in the future, how great is He.

Sending Anne to come over her wif me, is the greatest plan of God. He sent an angel that train me. He sent her to help me, accompany me and comfort me and even pray for me, both of us keep each others in God, all the times. thank you lord

and thx him for sending us to a traditional church that v nvr know that v can learn a lot things from this church. learning from pastor about his humble heart, learning audrey n her husband of their generous (and lasagne, ho ho ho), learning from jonathan poutney about his kind, frenly and his lame jokes, and their good manners to treat members from other churches, and u can see their only one theme is " In God, we are one family", but not "In God, we are different family if u come from other churches". And i believe this is very important especially for churches in Malaysia. Churches are not open to fight the numbers of ppl to join their church, but shd fight together to save human's spirit for God.

And today, i can stand in UK, not by myself, but by the grace of God.
And also thx God to bless me a father who dare to invest so much amount on me.
And thx God to bless another angel who keep supporting me, zavier tiam.

Amen!