At least, I am free.

My result is coming out next Thursday,

What will happen I really don't know.

I only pray that I wont fail, God, please don't stretch me too much, my brain will boom if I fail..... Even God wants it happen, please support me and dun leave me alone.

This time, parents not here with me, he is not here with me, God please dun leave me......

Enough of assignments, seminar questions and lectures to rush, enough of my life problems need to be dealt....is this a uni life that a student shd have?

At least, I have freedom.

Criticism

Proverbs 12:16-18 - A wise person stays calm when insulted. An honest witness tells he truth; a false witness tells lies. Some ppl make cutting remarks, but the words of wise bring healing.

We have an argument about criticism. I then read about this verse. It stated that when u r criticised, stay calm and don't lash back. Evaluate whether the criticism is coming from a person with a reputation for truth or lies. Ask yourself if the criticism is meant to help or hurt.

Maybe i really need to learn how to handle criticism.

Thank God for teaching me thru Your words. Amen.

Slow down, and Think

Sometimes, our steps in our life is too fast. We need to slow down, and think, is the thing we having now, is the thing we need?

I slow down, pray to God, hoping that He will answer my question. I lift my words to God, I pray, waiting patiently, at the same time, I think, what am I having now, provided by God, why should I nid to worry?

Simple way, just lift it up to God. Amen!

MeiMei, My Flower

This is Mei Mei, my flower, bought it from Morrisons Supermarket. It was still a baby when i bought it, so cute, short and chubby. I bought by 89pence. I love it, i love its color, yellow and white. I treat it like my baby because this is the first flower i plant in my life. I talk to it, sing song to it, sayang it.


When it grow a bit bigger, I am so happy, keep encouraging it, tell it will grow up very pretty. I love it so much. I water it once in two days, with little water.

Unfortunately, it dried and died in the end. My baby died.....I was so sad, becoz I didn't water it properly and it dried becoz not enough water.

Same doctrine to we Christian. Our spirit and our soul are like Mei Mei, the flower. If we didn't put enough water, our spirit and soul will become dry.

We are too busy for our work. We forget the one who watering our spirit and soul. We forget our God. I feel so sad becoz my flower dried and died, this is same to our God. When He see us living in a dry spirit and soul life, a life without Him, He will also be very sad.

So friends, let's keep on pray, devotion and read His words, for they will water our spirit and our soul, and will lead us a closer relationship with our Heavenly Father.

Mei Mei, a plant died and cannot reborn. But we have the privilege to resurrect again, becoz Jesus died on the cross for us, God can resurrect Jesus, God can also resurrect our dried spirit and soul~

Let's spend a few minutes everyday, draw near to God.

没耐性

本小姐是一位出名没耐性的家伙,真是Extra Grace Required....

今天我自己挑战自己最高的限度--->等巴士~~

自己一个人打算下town. 以为自己可以挑战成功,但是当我差不多要到达车站,刚好一辆巴士走掉因为没人等....我真的很想哭....以为2分钟后会有一辆,谁知道,板子写20分钟后....我等了解1分钟,就决定回家...

真的很讨厌等巴士! 我讨厌等!就是不懂怎样能突破这个框框!!!

急性子的我

Injection

I feel dizzy and will suddenly black out or unbalance step, so I decided to have a body check.

The doctor said :" U look pale, u nid a blood test". Anne told me the injection in that clinic will be quite painful, i was so nervous...........................

so today, 18/2,wednesday, a wonderful day, I walked down to town to clinic to have a blood test.

Then i went to the room, the nurse ask me to sit down and started to prepare needle....She started to look for blood vessel, she hit and rub, but still k not find, then finally she found sth pop out on the back of my hand (手背),then she said:" this part will be a lil bit painful", i got no choice, then she start to inject..................

Inject first time.......take out a bit.........inject deeper a bit...........

she said:" ouch~it cant work..." keep on sucking the blood......

But in the end, she took out the needle, i thought it was done, but she said:" ou dear~i cant get ur blood, let's do it again"

HAR????????????????AGAIN???????????I AM IN THE PAIN AUNTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz, so she start to look on my right hand, alrite, she found. Then inject again. Alrite, this time works. Thank God! so the following pic shown that i hav 2 cute handyplus(dunno how to spell)

DonE! i am freee~

This lead me to think of my Savior who died for me on the cross, his hand not inject by tiny needle, his hand was NAILED by a big nail, not only hand part, leg and hand.....I shout pain for this small case, wat about Jesus???? thank you Lord, for ur blood to save me and clean me, set me free from sin.

Compare to Jesus, my case only a small case, becoz after injection, i still can eat yoghurt and eat kon lao mien.......God, thank you, at least, my second hand got blood.! Thank you Jesus u die for me!

胜利的感觉

不要告诉我你不喜欢胜利的感觉,我真的很喜欢....那种感觉是好像得到全世界.....

我承认,我很喜欢抢别人的东西,真的很喜欢,不懂为什么.....看到这里,亲爱的朋友,不要害怕,以上所提的,是三年前的我,我受不了别人把我的东西抢走,我学会了怎样抢别人的东西...我伤害了很多很多人,对不起,被我伤害的人,我已经逐个向你们道歉了,我知道原谅我很难...对不起....我真的忏悔了..

两年前,回到基督里,我忏悔,求神洁净....那个肮脏的我.....连我自己都不好意思要上帝的怜悯...打从那个时候开始,我都在祈祷,希望得到原谅....很希望....

现在,我还是认为,好胜还是很好,尤其是好胜在为神赢得属祂子民的灵魂,要好胜就要好胜在对的地方,讨神喜悦的好胜,得到的果实绝对更多更多~
感谢上帝,每次受伤,失败,都让我学会很多功课,都在重新反省,调整自己的脚步.

Amen.

DOES GOD EXIST?

This question suddenly pop out in my mind after I view a lot antichrist video from YouTube.
DOES GOD EXIST? I started to swing...and my mind being attacked by satan...keep keep on attack....then i type DOES GOD EXIST and Google it.......

ya, answers came out, but the answers are too long, i langsung lazy to read....and i dunno y i only wan to see the article about anti christ, but not the positive christian article.....being attacked by satan again......my whole body feel a sudden cold, and suddenly, i am awake by a voice :" SWITCH IT OFF, AND PRAY!"

I straight away close everythings, i shout, i pray GOD!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!! DUN LET ME BE LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW U R EXIST!!! BUT WHY I DOUBT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!! GOD!!!!!!!!!

then i pray to God, i grab my Bible, i pray to God, GOD, PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING THROUGH BIBLE, THROUGH UR WORDS, TELL ME STH PLZ....I AM WEAK....

God, a mercy God, a real God, when i flip my Bible, He straight away show me HEBREWS 10 start from verse 26 until chapter 12....He sekaligus show me alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll about FAITH. The just way of faith, by faith we understand, by faith Abraham obey, by faith there is heavenly hope, by faith, Moses lead to cross red sea, and by faith THEY OVERCOME!!!!

when i read the following verses, i cry out loud and apologise to God that i doubt on Him, and pray for forgiveness, I know God will be sad when i doubt on Him, but he still sayang me, and i know this thru His words and promises.

In the end, God ask us to lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us , and set our side on JESUS, THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER OF OUR FAITH, HE WAS, AND HE IS............Amen.

And why I din put Jesus pic but bible? Because I also dunno how does he look, because, we Christian, we walk by faith, we believe the words of God which stated in bible. Not religious, but personal relationship with Jesus Christ. =)