About ......... The thing I hide in my heart long time liao...

Yeah....about U! Its about U!

i really dun wan to say it out....but i hide it long time oledi......first of all, its about ur super not normal attitude.........how can u do it like tat?
i really feel vomit when i think about the words u said to me.......dun u felt tat cause ppl feel wanna slap u?!? i really hate ppl thought i am a stupid stupid and stupid....and u r the first one who dare to think i am stupid and naif.......i really wish i can beat u up and tell the whole world ur weird attitude.......

Me, although i am easily forgive ppl who admit their own fault, but i think it is super difficult for me to forgive u....u know y? its becoz u admit ur own fault but u do it and do it and do it and do it and do it again again.....cheat cheat cheat cheat and cheat and cheat ....for 2 years!!!!!

For me, although its a bit scary if i say this out, about relationship, i rili lost confident in it after what u done to me.....haiz....but.......along the things u hav done to me, i think i only did one wrong thing is......Soli i made u being #_#....i think this is the only the bad thing done to u......to balance ur fault n my fault.....i know it is not rite but i only can use tis to balance myself...
it is scary from a good commitment to hatred......and now u know wat i said to u is true rite? "I wont blame u or angry of u when i discover something and found out that u betray to me, but i will do sth that u will regret to wat u done to me...." And now u tasted the fruit and said sorry to me rite? NO WAY! NO SUCH A WAY! Since the day i said Bye bye to u, i wont turn my head back......coz u left the worst memory that i ever wan to keep in my mind....

One thing, dun try to hide sth from me, better discover it b4 i found out, anything ppl hide it from me after my genuine commitment, i wont blame, i wont say anything or i will argue....coz i will do sth to balance ur fault n my fault, to balance myself........so better dun do it.

U r in the place that far from me, and u said to me that christian should commit themselves in their relationship......i follow follow and follow and follow FOR 2 YEARS....like a stupid until the day i discover ....the thing i very disappointed.......the msg btw u n UR ANOTHER COMMITMENT.....well done hah! luckily u din affect my studies if not i am sure i will kill u.... and thx to ur goodness i still feel unsafety in my new relationship....thx dude!

I dunno how but i do wish i can get out of this..........and these r all the explanation i wan to say to u through my blog-->the explanation tat u wish to hear......long time ago, dun tell me u wont do it again, coz i will assume u r singing....